Recently I've learned more about trust and friendship. Slowly and without warning I became the type of person I despise. The person I never dreamt of being, I want me back. I want the confident but slightly insecure me back. I want the love completely and freely person back. I am not me right now and don't know how to fix this. Without completely wrecking my life and repairing it once again. Don't get me wrong my marriage is good. I have a man who loves me and I don't doubt this. He's seen me at my best and loves me at my worst. He's never stopped fighting for us, in a way I have. But there's a small crack in the foundation of our marriage now. I don't know how to keep the crack from widening further without hurting other people.
I hate being so unsure and gullible.
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