DIABETES SUCKS * DIABETES SUCKS* DIABETES SUCKS* DIABETES SUCKS * DIABETES SUCKS* DIABETES SUCKS
Just when I thought my glucose is about under control the big "D" rears its fucking UGLY head. It's almost mocking me, saying you will never control diabetes , you friggin dingbat. My glucose was "99" several hours after I ate last night. I had a diet Coke and a McDonald's Southwestern Salad with grilled chicken. The "99" was an expected reading and this morning 14 hours since eating the salad I woke up to a "179".
Yes you read that right. A fucking 179!!!! My liver and pancreas betrayed me, once again after having several mornings of great numbers. It's like it shouted at me, "bitch YOU will never be in complete control."
DIABETES SUCKS!!!!!
The medication, METAFORIM, is supposed to get rid of excessive glucose. Along with diet.
I've given up sugar , most starchy foods and 95% of carbohydrates. It's like I've been on a messed up ATKINS DIET for 7 weeks. Somedays it feels like I'm starving but I do eat. I honestly don't miss the foods that I've had to give up. I don't miss the sugary foods, pasta, potatoes and bread.
I need to get further testing to find out exactly what the fuck is going on. If my pancreas is still producing insulin, I wonder how much???
I'm almost afraid of the GTT (glucose tolerance test) and what the results might mean. Insulin?
Maybe I might be getting sick or have an infection somewhere in my body.
At this point anything is possible.
DIABETES SUCKS
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